Christmas presents

Truly Christmas is near, i received alot of gifts. Ever since i start working i received lots of gifts from colleagues and friends. Christmas is a  symbol of giving and forgiving, In Filipino family they wont forget the gift giving, Sharing what we have and received. 

This gift is from a client, friends, colleagues. what a surprise early Christmas present just delivered to my table. thanks everyone!

third stop_Villa Sison @ Pansol, Sta Rosa Laguna

Its14th batch christmas party at Villa Sison @ Brgy. Pansol Sta. Rosa Laguna., Nakihabol lang kmi kasi were just got done drinking at Padis at Mall of Asia. this is our 3rd stop. Out of nowhere we came out on this idea na sumunod on our batch christmas party though the party start at 6pm and we got there at 3:45,3 hours before the party last.lol khit huli man daw eh nakakahabol din.:)) 

Above is Ruth Laquinta, our fellow graduate, a seniour trainee of Manulife Philippines, At the center is Cris, and on the right corner is Ginalyn Barrameda, a fellow graduate also and a Sales Information Assistant at Sun cellular.

Batch swimming ground, nice location, its a private pool rented by our batch, it has a videoke and billiard, seen also is ur batchmates having drinks.Truly 14th batch is the breaker.

at the room of the resort we rented, nice place, nice room, air conditioned, 

this is the "3 gala" whahaha  love it. miss u guys. sulit ang gala and pagod s biyahe, walang tulugan lol

second stop-Padis point @ MOA's seaside

After dinner at the Red Ribbon, taking picture at Christmas lanter at the MOA our next stop is the Paddis Point at the seaside of Mall of Asia, where just 3 but we able to down the one tower of drinks. Drinks are not that hard, were able to get tipsy, lol

our pulutan, binagoongang mangga, fried chicken, fried tilapia, tokwa't baboy, pork chop & grilled squid 

Were on the middle of our drinking session, trying to taste our pulutan,lol, busog sa pulutan and keep urinating because of the drink that doesn't able to make us tipsy.lol, its just a light drink with juices, u cant taste the alcohol on itl

this is JM and Cris, the best of friends forever, dont give malice guys, JM is married and Cris has a gf, they are just that sweet but no malice. 

trying to taste the pulutan, lol, yummyyyyyyyyy.lol 

we start drinking at 11:30 and finished at 1:30am then we got into decision to go to our batchmate who were having swimming at the Villa Sison @ Sta. Rosa Laguna, but since we don't have a dress to were we dropped by in our house to get some dress for swimming before we go there. 

sleepless night with JM & Cris-first stop,Dinner @ Red Ribbon

Date checked December 3, 2011

 Call Time 6:30 Pm

 Meeting Place: Mall of Asia Complex Pasay City

Party People: Joana Mae (JM), Maricris (Cris), Me (Ehmz)

Who are we? We met each other during our highschool days, JM is my doormates, a pretty lady who always been our muse and always played as Mama Mary in every role played, She's a restaurant manager before and since she got a child, she resign and start to put up her own business, a event consulting business and now she's a event specialist of her own business. Cris is JM's bestfriend when we were in highschool, shes a boyish but kind person, she's an athletic type of person. Cris is a runner during our higschool days, her eyes is like a chinese, very small and now Cris is a Engineer by profession.

Out of nowhere we start setting up  for a dinner since we haven't seen JM for long time, its almost  8 yrs though we talk and texted each other but haven't got a chance to meet. so this time we will meet each other. JM is a good friend of mine, she's a type of person that most people say " di namamansin" but i know her attitude, she's not that friendly person, she's a loner type and she will only greet you if your the first to greet her, i know coz its my attitude too, I dont greet anyone and give them smile. JM called me to pick her up on the Taft but since i cant leave right away, i ask my sister to pick her up, Cris job location is in batanggas and she will travel just to see us but the worst is Cris and JM got on the meeting place on time, its funny coz there are far yet get on time, i who where in Paranaque got late.

Seriously eating at Red Ribbon @ MOA, everyone is hungry waiting for me. Smile is invisible in everyone's face.We start eating while waiting for the desert to be served.

Were eating rice to full our hungry stomach coz pasta isn't enough to make us full and an sliced of Red ribbon cake for a desert, 

Christmas is approaching

Christmas is really approaching, picture above is the lantern and Christmas tree at the underground level of SM Bacoor City, 21 days to go and the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ will be celebrated by everyone. At the street and in the house of neighborhood you will hear a Christmas song being played. Everyone feel the morning breeze reminding that Christmas is  approaching, weather is getting colder and colder that you almost don't like to wake up in the morning, stay in bed until you feel the heat by sunrise.  

broken piece

Relationship is full of challenges, I thought im though, i can accept easily when the man i love will leave me but i was wrong, I learned to loved him,he's my crush before, then we get into a relationship until this day. we broke up. I had to accept it, this is what he wanted, i need to be strong, as i am before.I've encountered alot of challenges in my life and i passed on it.maybe this is one of them, I have to consult myself that maybe God has a better plan for me.

This time i have to think for myself alone, he wont be on my plans and dreams anymore as i used to do it. Before i have to considered him on my plan. now that i alone i have to move on, go on my plan. I was thinking a life with him before but now i need to go on my path.

Its hurt me so much that he leave me, but as like any other girls i have to be strong. i dont like them to see i failed. this is my character.

I miss him and truly will miss him so much, his texts every day when im at work, his message before he go to work, his message after work and i will miss texting him everyday too but in this day everything will change, we wont able to message each other.No more sweet thoughts,

My plan will change also, before i wanted to study because i want us to be together, maybe when i get a better job he wont go to abroad or he will go with me to other country but now i had to plan for my own. I had to start processing my papers along my plan to study,  since i wanted to leave the country after this yr,ill just took my uniting rather than the masteral degree,  for in my uniting i can easily migrate to canada. After this 2012  i wanted to leave the country, leave my past here and find my future in the foreign land. Its so hard  but i have to do this. When i met him my plan became simple but now i had to decide by my own.

Maybe this is Gods plan for me, to help my family first and achieve my dreams without him,  I dont feel any anger for him for doing this to me coz i respect him, This is what he wanted, i wont go after him, this is what i always says, "Emmalyn ur though you can passed thru it" I love him thats why i set him free.

He said he was being heck on the neck but my jealousy, i dont know that he was "nasasakal" i always say that word as  "palalambing" but he mean other things on that  thats why we end up on this, maybe his not a type of guy ng malambing coz as i know to him before, his bully. 

this is our almost 4months relationship ended, July 27-Nov 22 few days left before our 4th months but we end on this.

I wish for him to find a better girl than me, i wish all the betterness in life for him.. may he find the right girl for him.

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My first day during my vacation becames a walkathon

November 06, 2011 when i got in our province,its not a good weather when i got there. Rain starts to pour  so i wasnt able to go out from our house.  Cant do anything just stay on our house with my 2 sisters. my parents and other family members was not at home in our house at the towm proper. My brother my had to picked me up and bring us to our house in the barrio because my parents stayed there.

Along the way on the barrio, we ride on our tricycle but suddenly we got in trouble, my brother need to fixed up the motor in order for us to be able to travel again by used of tricycle,However my brother and I start to get bored so what we do is walk, bring my baggage with us. lol. 

Its a long walk but what is miserable is after of almost half hour walkathon, a few step away from our home, our tricycle along with my brothers and sisters where able to passed by us.lol. this is really a devastating, we wont able to make ahead of them.lol

lesson learned: BE PATIENT  TO WAIT.lol